Well...
I did it to myself. I was trying to put the baby to sleep and fell asleep next to him. That was at 8:30 last night. I woke up and saw that the 10:00 News was coming on. I couldn't believe it so I rolled back over and went to sleep. My daughter thought it would be fun to kick my son and that was what woke me up.
That was at 1:30. Found out that the local news has a broadcast at 2:00 a.m.
It's now 3:00 and I'm about to change the channel and watch Steve Harvey. I'll probably make anoth post later.
But the little one is wiggling on the bed so I doubt it but I will try.
I have 9 weeks, 3 days left until my princess is supposed to be here.
Mommy loves you both
JJLF 12/26/13
JNF 05/09/15
I was diagnosed with depression in April 2018. The journey for me has been hard. I hope that in telling my story, I can help someone else who feels the same way that I do.
Thursday, March 5, 2015
Wednesday, March 4, 2015
I Started My Day Off Weirdly
So...
I woke up at around 3:30 a.m. and could not go to sleep at all. I went to sleep early but not so early. I went to sleep before 11:00 because I never heard the news come on. I woke up and literally crawled out of my bed and sat on my floor. My mind was blank. I had absolutely no plan of what to do when I got down on the floor. To be truthfully honest, I have no idea why I even crawled onto the floor in the first place. Around 4:00, I decided to get up and start cleaning up because I partially destroyed my room last night looking for my notebooks which I'm noticing is missing with a few other things. Anyway, that lasted all of 5 minutes before I became distracted b y of all things, a ball of yarn. yes, I said it, a ball of yarn. I had been working on this shawl thing and after about 4 rows of a very complicated pattern, I had given up on it but never got around to taking it apart. Well, that moment felt like a good time to take it apart. After taking it apart, I decided to roll the yarn into a ball which took roughly 20 minutes. I finally decided to finish cleaning up. At 4:30 I was done. I went to sit in my chair and fall asleep but as anybody with a baby knows: When you've worked hard and are getting ready to rest, is when they decide to start their day. I had just got comfortable and was dozing off when across the room my 14-moth-old son decides to wake up. Whne he got up and realized that Mommy wasn't there, he began to cry. I had to get out of my comfortable chair and get back into the bed with him. he didn't want to roll over so I had to push him. after laying on my arm for about 2 minutes, he smiled and went back to sleep. I was thinking that I had to get up until I realized that it's only 5:15. I have an hour and a half until I have to wake up again. And out I went.
I woke up at around 3:30 a.m. and could not go to sleep at all. I went to sleep early but not so early. I went to sleep before 11:00 because I never heard the news come on. I woke up and literally crawled out of my bed and sat on my floor. My mind was blank. I had absolutely no plan of what to do when I got down on the floor. To be truthfully honest, I have no idea why I even crawled onto the floor in the first place. Around 4:00, I decided to get up and start cleaning up because I partially destroyed my room last night looking for my notebooks which I'm noticing is missing with a few other things. Anyway, that lasted all of 5 minutes before I became distracted b y of all things, a ball of yarn. yes, I said it, a ball of yarn. I had been working on this shawl thing and after about 4 rows of a very complicated pattern, I had given up on it but never got around to taking it apart. Well, that moment felt like a good time to take it apart. After taking it apart, I decided to roll the yarn into a ball which took roughly 20 minutes. I finally decided to finish cleaning up. At 4:30 I was done. I went to sit in my chair and fall asleep but as anybody with a baby knows: When you've worked hard and are getting ready to rest, is when they decide to start their day. I had just got comfortable and was dozing off when across the room my 14-moth-old son decides to wake up. Whne he got up and realized that Mommy wasn't there, he began to cry. I had to get out of my comfortable chair and get back into the bed with him. he didn't want to roll over so I had to push him. after laying on my arm for about 2 minutes, he smiled and went back to sleep. I was thinking that I had to get up until I realized that it's only 5:15. I have an hour and a half until I have to wake up again. And out I went.
Expounding on my Description
Like I said in my description, I've always wanted to blog because it just seemed like something fun to do. I've read hundreds of blogs for the simple fact that I knit and crochet so I get most of my patterns from blogs. I could never think of anything specific to write a blog about. So I just decided to write random blogs and then organize them later. Most of my posts will be between jus the random thoughts going through my head at any moment, me venting about something that has irritated me today, or parts of a story that I am writing. More of less, this blog is going to be like a diary. I really hope you enjoy reading this and feel free to comment.
Thanks for Looking,
LovelyChild
Thanks for Looking,
LovelyChild
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